So, I beg that you please don't lose out on the great fortune that Krishna is making available to you. Don't waste your time dwelling upon petty issues that will always come and go as long as we're in this material world. Take up Lord Caitanya's mission and experience His full mercy. You should take part in more preaching activities and actually go out and contact conditioned souls. This is the best way to learn tolerance, and is also the very best way to learn how to appreciate the association of the devotees that Krishna has put you in.
Collected Letters, vol. 2