Please remember this and be assured that due to weakness, which is also influenced by mundane association, you will not be rejected by devotees for not living up to their expectations of you. As long as there is the slightest spark, or desire, for Krishna consciousness (and in your case there is a lot more than a spark) serious devotees will always be there to encourage you, though they generally will not try to force you.
February 20, 2010, Blog